Sunday, September 29, 2013

To the selfless creator ...


I saw her toddler playing in the soil
Shoveled up by the excavators groaning in the vicinity…
She was lost in carefully sieving the sand
Heaped up beside her… which seemed like a never ending task…
May be the man hauling the bricks to the construction site is her husband…
I caught a glance of him once … helping her lift the heavy sand container…
And once playfully pinching the cheeks of the child so happy to have found a toy car in the earth…

There are these buildings I see, standing tall and almost done
And around them I see loads of material and metal
A number of supply vehicles and tools
I see people in crisp clothing discussing the design and aesthetics of the housing complex
I imagine many families dreaming of moving into these apartments
Parents and kids, kids and parents, newly married and soon to be married.
They must be happy about their new homes… much better than what they are leaving in right now.
More space for the new furniture, clothes, food, toys and happy moments.
Here, it seems, they have a playground and a pool, shops and a cinema hall
Club for happy gatherings and restaurants for celebrations
They will live here like they have lived all these years in their dreams…

Far but not out of sight is the picture not so good
Temporarily made slum like dwellings cover up the area along the tall building
The roofs made up of plastic sheets face the wrath of the nasty wind…
There are a handful of things strewn around in that single room
And there are no colors on the walls or tiles in the floor
There don’t seem to be any cabinets to store valuables
There doesn’t seem to be any provision to hang a happy picture of the poor family
They can’t have many belongings
They will have to move away from this site to another
From one town to another
This undone house will then be demolished
And a way would be made to the grand building behind…
There is a handmade three-stone stove is in the front…
She cooks for her husband here …
And serves it to him when he walks back home after his day’s work
Tired and his hands sore carrying the stones and watering the concrete walls
And for her child who is coated in red mud now,
Who will sleep and wake up tomorrow in the same state  
And for herself, who hasn’t really been able to sieve out the suffering
And has not been able to hold on to the grains of lifeless sand running out of her hands…

Houses over houses for the richer people they have created
And selflessly made their dreams come true
But what a tragedy … they could never think of house of their own
They just could not build a happy home of their own…


Saturday, April 27, 2013

My Magician

I tried so hard
And I tried for so long
To fill the voids in my life
and to fix it all that went wrong

I tried so hard
And I tried for so long
To rise up to my older self
To be happy and to sing a song
But...
Hardly that could happen and so hardly I slept
Hardly I smiled and mostly wept...


The storm had left me shaken
The joys of my life were all taken
With every day I felt more broken
With every single day I felt more broken


But hit when the storm

I learnt my lessons
I learnt to live for better reasons
I reasoned better in changing seasons
I seasoned myself through the lessons


Then came the wave of spring amidst the automn
Greener were the lands so barren
You stepped in and the sorrow stepped out
You smiled and I laughed out loud
You turned the dark into things brighter
You took me higher and helped me reach farther
You made it all sweet ... the bitter 

You shut my fears away ..my Magician...
You sprinkled glitter and brought me back to life ... my Magician...

The Rain

Struck by summer
The thirsty earth awaits the rain
To get drenched in freshness again
To blossom and forget the pain
To live the life pouring down as million drops of rain...

Withered and tattered... reduced to nothing
Lifeless... bakes the earth in search of something
Sees a sign through the cloudy skies above
Finds itself riving and now breathing

Like it has waited for years yearning
It bathes itself and smiles to the rain.. 
It came down for her and washed her pains away
It came down for her... This Rain...